So I’ve been visiting so many street style and fasiob blogs lately that I decided I wanna get myself one as well. And here I am, turning my old artsy fartsy moaning and ages ago abandoned wordpress to a fashion blog sorta thing.
Knowing myself I’ll only manage to keep it alive for max 2 weeks but I want to give it a try anyway. Maybe it can motivate me to take better care of myself, of what I wear and how I look like instead of only watching others and complaining how shit I am in general.
Fingers crossed.
So to begin with, I want to introduce my latest purchases, nothing special but I think it’s enough for the start…
New Look
Charity Shop,really happy about them.
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well… just few shitty pages i made last 2days.
can’t think. can’t sleep. can’t create. it’s sort of healing work. doesn’t help anyway..
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i think i need a blog. used to have one for many years, then my stalker found it and i hade to move somewhere else.. since then cant find a place good enough. and i cant keep my blogs alive. ive lost all my inspiration, motivation, talent and inteligence. in may i lost my boyfriend. the best person in my life, he meant everything to me… now he doesnt even speak to me. just stopped loving.
i need a blog to say what i feel. i need a blog in english as im moving to scotland. had to change something in my life. had to change everything.
i know a song in which they sing that changes are no good, hope its not true…
and i still love him. with all my heart.
heh yes… i can’t live with people. even if there’s only 2 of us like now… they get on my nerves and irritate me all the time.
pay more attention to your fingernails than to your fat ass…. eat more crisps, sit more at home, but yes…. put clothes and make-up for 2hrs in the morning.
arrrrgh i hate ppl!

anyway, that’s my poor attempt at interpreting the ‘thirst’ challenge on MondayArtday
instead of learning biochemistry. as an additional medium i used beer… 3 cans
and later that night…
InspireMeThursday
entry on ‘two’..
oh sweet sweet alcohol
why can’t i do things when i have time and no deadlines and pressure on me?
so now i have an english test tomorrow, millions words and grammar. also a huge biochemistry thing… biggest in this semester i’m afraid. one day for english, 6 days for biochemistry… that’s not going to be accomplished. i’m so not conscientious. wish i was…and now, instead of being immersed in my books, notes and dictionaries i’m writing an entry for my new blog, huh. that’s me. i should’ve cut off the internet when i came to uni… it can be helpful, but makes things much more difficult most of the time… it eats my time and concentration, devours them!
it’s hihgest time to kick my ass to my desk… ahh.
i wanna draw, paint, dance, sing… not study!
are good. i think…
i can’t import my stuff from lj so guess i have to start something completely new, how exciting!
not much to write now because i definitely should start learning…
and should learn how to work with this wordpress thingy. heh.






