long time no see.
since berlin and italy with sergio (which was great) quite a few things have changed…
s. is not my friend anymore, after inviting himself to stay in my tiny room for a month without paying and preaching me on my financial situation… i moved out too.
i was working in a great branch of my restaurant, then matt for some reason stopped talking to me and sent me back to pasons green which is utter shit. im really hoping to get into another branch… or change a job.
i think i also have a bf now.. a polish little boy called adam. we’ll see how it goes. we went on holiday together for 10days and it was brilliant. now he’s away for 2weeks and not contacting me very often… so i dont know i dont know. im on a diet. im broke. and i stopped drinking for a while.
otherwise all is good, al is the same…
and my parents are coming on the 22nd of september…. challenging!
Being at home is not too bad this time. Of course we had a minor religion-related quarrel, but apart from that everything is relatively nice. Hopefully this won’t change within next 3-4 days before I go to Berlin. Can’t wait to go, to see my dear S. and the city I live rather close to, but have never visited. I’ve always been lazy. Always finding excuses for not doing things even though those excuses were very lame. I’ve just always been scared of things. And of my parents. Mostly.
Even now, when I’m almost 24yo, they think/want to think wherever I go I go with girls, I don’t drink too much, don’t smoke and never go back home alone, never too late at night. I have to give them the address or phone number.. I have to call or txt every day and report if I’m still alive. Sensible, yes, but how annoying!
